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For bringing me back to reality. I thought I was alone, there are so many brothers and sisters out there.
Love,
Robert

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Please, for me, don't you cave in
Or lose sight, otherwise they win
Please, believe your creation
Will breathe life in due time
Otherwise they win

Confusing a cause
For a brand new cure
You're losing control
End a martyr's cause

You're wondering, once before
So clean and pure
But clarity's hard to keep
Within reach
Your celebration
Left us naked
And woke the dead
Demons come back for more
To open up the sore

Confusing a cause
For a brand new cure
You're losing control
End a martyr's cause

From victim to villain we came throwing stones
Using, abusing our own
From victim to villain we came throwing stones
Using, abusing the throne
Using, abusing our own
Using, abusing the throne

Confusing a cause
For a brand new cure
You're losing control

Martyr
Martyr
Martyr

Settle in sedatives
Silence these sirens
I am uncomfortably numb

I wasn't able to deal with the pain and the loss
And the darkness would surround me
What could I've been? What should've been?
Pain

And with the state of affairs and the way that I was
I took a pistol from the closet
I loaded a round, opened my mouth
Closed my eyes, said goodbye
And ‘click’

I would find
Another way

Now I was able to tell it was stupid as hell
And the guilt was overwhelming
Oh how could I do something to you
Like that which had been done to me?

I’m guessing either I’m dead or I’m lucky instead
And the shame of this will haunt me
These strange voices start to make noises
Out of something void
Then I made my choice to

Find
Another way
Yes, I would
Find
Another way, yeah

Cause I can barely eat
And I can barely sleep
And I can barely think of anything but…

"Well, Well"

Yeah, I can barely eat
And I can barely sleep
And I can barely think of anything but…

"Well, Well, Well"

Because the weight of the world was amusing to some
We would sign a record contract
And then you heard of me
Said kind words to me
And brought supplies when I was sick

Now I’m dirty, in doubt and I’m empty as hell
I knew better from the onset
Of a party in a limousine
With faces from a magazine
A stripper's sitting next to me
Just begging me to let her go and

Find
Another way
Won't you find
Another way, yeah

Cause I can never eat
And I can never sleep
And I can never think of anything but…

"Well, Well"

Yeah, I can never eat
And I can barely breathe
And I can barely speak of anything but…

"Well, Well, Well"

Because no one
Ever
Really
Could love me
No one
Ever should

Yeah, no one
Ever
Really
Should love me
No one
Ever would

No one
Ever
Really
Could love me
No one
Ever would

Yeah, no one
Ever
Really
Should love me
No one
Ever would

If I'd've known it is the only time
I would see your face
Then we'd celebrate
When I'm alone living is only time
Till I see your face
Though it's not today

When I'm alone it is the only time
I will see your face
When I'm desperate
Now I'm alone building my holy shrine
Where I'll see your face
And then contemplate

If everything that's new is a lie
It's that same damn morning
And the same damn sky


All I do brings me close to you
Whatever you'd ask me to
Though I can't take back what's taken from me
All I see becomes a part of me
And even if you don't believe
Well I'll see you where the river meets us

Fighting the tide that takes me home
Only dreaming of the day
When the world will go away
A world that's full of pain
We fight the fight so that we might know the fear of our mortality
If you breathe between the waves
You will end up in a lake

All I do brings me close to you
Whatever you'd ask me to
Though I can't take back what's taken from me
All I see becomes a part of me
And even if you don't believe
I'll see you where the river takes me

And everything that's new is a lie
It's that same damn sun
In the same damn sky
And everything you thought you knew is a lie
God bless you son
At least you tried

All I do brings me close to you
Whatever you'd ask me to
So I can't take back what's taken from me
All I see becomes a part of me
And even if you won't believe
Well I'll see you where the river takes me

All I do (Just brings me close to you)
You were all I'd see (Becomes a part of me... a part of me)
And all I do (Just brings me close to you, yeah)
You're all I see
And I'll see you when the river meets us

When i cry, it rains
When i feel cold, it snows
When i smile, the sun shines
When i hate, the world shakes
What happens when i turn the lights off...
-Lucid

Bye, have fun.

Ok, one more...
Like the others say
I can know your pain, but I couldn't get used to it
As another bird has gone, Its like seven years alone
I just couldn't get used to it
And I believe in what I see in your eyes
And I believe in what I see, here in your eyes
I believe in what is real
The only thing is pain, and it's so real
And I thank you for listening to how I feel
Cause it's just what I needed
Like the pain that made it real
And I finally found out how
Because you finally showed me how
Its feels to be you
And to be me
And to be me
And to be

Fast forward yesterday
To the things I wouldn't say
Cause I couldn't get used to it
Guess everything my fault
And I shouldn't do nothin' at all
Cause I couldn't get used to it
Cause I believe in what I see here in your eyes
I believe in what I see
Cause I believe in what is real
If only the only thing is pain
Then it's so real
And I thank you for listening to how I feel
Cause its just what I needed
Like the pain that made it real
And I finally found out how
Because you finally showed me how
It feels to be you
And to be me
And to be me
And to be

If I could, I would
I'd do anything to take back the hurt, frustration and the pain it brings
Some of those times you sat alone and realised
"Fuck!"
That's not the way you should have wanted it
If all of my actions show
It was good to be you
And to be me again
If all of my actions show
Then all of the truth be told

And all of my...

I traded my life for you
Did all that you've asked me to
So I dedicate this to
To the love of you