Can I quit skydiving YET?
So around three years ago I got into skydiving with the sole intention of getting into BASE and eventually WS BASE being the final goal. I'm about to start my 4th season of jumping and I can't help but feel like I just don't want to skydive anymore. I'd rather just BASE. And all the money I'm spending on this "stepping stone" I feel like I could be spending on BASE. And reading this article really got me wondering if hanging it up was a good idea: http://www.basejumper.com/cgi-bin/forum/gforum.cgi?post=2659090;search_string=stop%20skydiving;#2659090
But before I go any further, let me give you some back ground.
So like I said earlier, I've put in three year (more like 1.5 cause our off season is 6 months long), have a little over 450 jumps (The majority of which are wingsuit jumps), and only recently started BASE jumping. I did my first 3 jumps in 2012 at Bridge Day then spent the next year paying for a brand new shiny rig. Went back to BD in 13, did a few jumps and came back home to no local jumpers willing to take me on.. Errrr. Injured, retired, or wasn't wiling to take anyone else on at the moment. I refuse to jump solo at this point in the game. I want a mentor. Anyways, during this time I've done everything I can to make my self ready for BASE and make myself a more efficient future BASEr. Some of them being been taking climbing course, and climbing very regularly. I'm an ultra runner now and the thought of running several miles up a mountain with a loaded stash bag on, jumping and doing it again several times in a day doesn't even phase me. I'm also moving out west so I can participate in all of these activities and more to a far greater degree and live at high altitude and reap the benefits. Additionally I'm taking up mountaineering and ice climbing (Just signed up for a two week mountaineering course for September, and will be taking ice climbing courses in Jan). Again, in order to make me a more efficient BASEr. Hell I read Freedom of the Hills cover to cover. My next move is to try and take another FJC, this time with Tom A. and then spend a few days at the Perrine on my way out West this August. But I haven't solidified any of that yet...It's a seasonal employment thing.
By now I've probably made it pretty obvious that I'm more interested in the out doors then the urban, but it's just not true. I recently bought a lock pick kit so I can practice, and have been eyeing a master elevator key set for some time but I can't use them right now cause I have no one to jump with. But I know where to get'em when the time comes.
I want this. But yes, I want the S & E more then the B&A Getting back to skydiving... I have two options:
Sell my current rig which went for over 8K, get a lot of money back and a get a radically simplified version (Cheap container and reserve, no AAD and stick my BASE canopy in it) that will allow me to WS as a means of practice and currency including canopy skills.
OR
Let it go. Sell the rig, alti's etc... and just rent a rig for a few days if I need to get familiar with a new suit when I get one or just use my base rig and do WS balloon jumps. I can go to the tunnel if I need it and start going to a gymnasium or pool with high dives.
Skydiving was fun and kind of still is, but I hate the social hierarchy. I'm here to train for BASE not suck dick, I hate the social seen, or better yet the clique scene, AADs, Reserves, etc... It's just not BASE, it's not the solemn, sincere thing I'm looking for, and I'm just trying to see if I should let it go and not look back, or if I should get some of my money back and keep my toes in the water at most via rentals or a super cheap rig.
Who here has/hasn't quit and [not] regretted it? Who here only BASEs?
AND ask my mom to read it to me before I go to bed.