Re: [Trae] Fly or Die
Trae wrote:
So do you have some fly or die survival story to tell??? Or can you explain why anyone would want to do it on purpose?
I had a turn and miss situation, more like turn or die. It was a bad judgement call on my part.
Approximately 200th wingsuit base jump, 2nd day on 2nd trip of the season (october)... 40ish base jumps on my V4 since Late August, 10 jumps of this exit prior in V2 / V3 / V4... and 2nd jump of day at that exit.
What happened? I screwed up.
Read on if you like or skip to the video at the end.
Basically it was my 2nd trip, and I had not really spent enough time warming up. I did a couple jumps the day before when I arrived, and went to the site as bad weather was closing in.
I had not flown between the tree and the rock the previous jump, because I didn't like my exit and speed, so I went back up and tried it again.
My exit was ok, but I basically was flying the suit very slow, trying to float it in position. I remember knowing I was screwing up and just kept going. The alarm bell was going off in my head that it was an abort, but strangely I did not.
As I got to my desired spot, I started to go steep to get in attack mode. It was then I realized I had flown myself into a spot where I couldn't pick up enough speed to aggressively fly what I wanted. I banked away, thinking I might hit the ridge. I didn't but it was close enough for me to believe I had ended my life.
My flysight which I jumped in my pocket told the sad truth, 20mph too slow. Much slower then anything I had been flying earlier in the year... I was trying so hard to get to a spot, I flew shittier then ever and disregarded all good judgement and common sense.
Was it close? Well, I think so, and I had probably have had closer calls on some dicier and stupider jumps, but this was the one where I actively pushed past myself in my mind, and ignored my little 'no' voice.
I can give you lots of reasons why it happened, not flying well, not warmed up, target fixation, experience level, but none of them can help me rationalize ignoring my own common sense, know-better; the voice.
That was about it for me, I quit a year later. I finished out the trip and kept jumping, and even did a few trips and several jumps after that, but at that point when I stopped listening to my little voice, and crossed that line in my mind, I knew I was done. Because if I could ignore it once, it could happen again, and in Base jumping I felt that I wouldn't get away with it again.
I had a great ride and a lot of enjoyable jumps, and wouldn't trade any of it for the world. But if I was to ever pick a moment, when or why I finally decided to quit, it was this jump.... Even if I didn't quit for a year and many jumps afterwards.
_justin
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