Re: [base570] Who are you?
I've looked for that "I" and it was nowhere to be found. I've searched in my body, and it wasn't there. I've searched in my senses, and it wasn't there. I've searched in my feelings, and it wasn't there. I've searched in my thoughts, and it wasn't there. I've searched in my consciousness, and it wasn't there.
Everywhere I searched, there was nothing like "I", no entity, no continuity, no permanence and no control. As I was looking around more deeply, everything from in and out was just emptiness - pure and beautiful, neither empty nor full, neither solid nor not solid, neither still nor moving, and only change, cause and effect were the single lasting and absolute Truths, that pervaded everything.
Conclusion was the only one... "I" was never really there, it was a mere illusion created by the same ego, craving for identity, attached to past and future, filled with lust and greed, afraid of changes and trying to keep everything under its firm control. But I and my illusionary "I" were just a tiny drop of cause and effect in a much bigger ocean of changes.
And since that moment I was enlightened and liberated, as illusion of duality faded away, with past, future, lust and greed dissolved in emptiness... Now I was... no... Now I am living in present moment, and every moment I see the world with new eyes, and every tiny bit of it looks so new, wonderful, magical, beautiful. At the same time I am here and everywhere, I am standing on myself, I am breathing myself, and looking at myself... formless, boundless and timeless. Just like one big ocean with billions of water drops in it. Everything as one... "What a bliss!" - I thought, and it echoed through the ocean - "What a bliss!".
Thus the question became meaningless and search was finally over.