Re: [RiggerLee] thanks-great thoughts & time sent my way
Lee,
Thanks for the time and effort to think on this.
I believe i would be the sewing packer.
even now, with the 'baby' experience i have (less the 20 BASE, less then 300 skydives-im just @ a DZ who is awesome to me-let me learn to dive, 'at cost' -ticke to altitude from day 1, lets me 'work' here doing things for jump credit. awesome camera guys, TM's (for when I still want to do something 'out there' in the TM world-there's some wicked TM'ing going on around these corners

, and excellent coaches who took chance trusting me, in the air to not take them out with my currently hard knee braces (another project i MUST do, when i get the money-is turn these hard metal braces held together with adhesive tensor bandages-my diving pants have more duck tape then the material left in them-this is real 'hobo' diving this 'gimp freefly team' that ive gathered around me, so theres a reason for me to have been here. but i think i need to move on.... some day, although i initially thught my ash dive will be here after im found dead in my sleep here in this house some day- i have ALS-fatal/terminal neurological condition, deteriates me a little at a time-just so you know that i got a time limit, a deterioration and unpredicatability of both going on with this illness-but i want this concept to be 'pioneered' by a 'disabled' person such as myself helping to set it up and when im gone another jumper with a disability, wether their deaf, fubarred leg, to paralyzed, who wants to be a rigger-can take it over-it would be like a charitable organization in that way-i would so do it, just to give back to itself, buy more equiptment wiith what ever i made-with some retraining...gear parts, tools, all for the org. and its donated upon my decesase -as i signed over my skydiving rig -fairly new-and new this yrs AAD to my DZ for gear to use ...
i just want to set something up.
so it is my way to be able to give back,
in the meantime as i set it up, sure i would go for some self business grants, training etc. there is out there.'problem in my case is that they consider fatality to be 5 yrs or less. so nothing really is 'worth it' to them, im not worth re training because i am 'determined' to die within that 5 yr period .
which wil be up in sept this yr, and im far from dying
so is stephen hawkins, and he's worth the effort,...
anyways, another diversion.\
so retraining is at my own cost.
that is why i read the FAA riggers course material, bought it and now if i did the tests, and became under some rigger they recognixe, that i could get good enough to do x # of pack jobs, graded ,, then propably another test in front of them.
Dont know for sure.
just know that I read their manuals, and all rigging material i can get my hands on,
because i find it interesing.
m OCD in checking, rechecking, wanting things to be
perfect' -yes nothing truly is, but as close as i can accept,
before i can say that i have now learned to do this or that.
being personality traits that would fit either type of rigger, and i would pack also, yet seeing if my condition only weakens me then sewing may last longer then packing.
anyways. the machines cost propably more then the packing table set up, which would cost more then the $250 they give for re training start up costs in materials.
so if you buy a computer, or a riggers basic tools,
they must approve it, and then give up to $250. once in your lifetime-if your 'worth' training, -not 'dying'...
hell who do they think their kidding. were all dying. it isnt noticeable to most, and on their minds as a relaity, they fear it and deny it and stay away.
its not pretty in any manner, yet a part of life, so ive learned to accept it as just that
a part of life. now lets move on with the life part.
these table ideas tossed my way certainly gives me the direction where to look...towards, as for setting things up, and at least apply for the funding, and hope they dont know what ALS is and give the funds
your a real decent human being for not only sharing the knowledge, but your personal experienes and accomodations for them-yes paralysis itself changes ones life-for ever.
perhaps it is only those of us who have it,
who think so,
that it is harder even when you never know what you wake up, or loose throughout the day.-within 4 hours ygoing from having full function in something to nothing.
so clearly the wheelchair accessible rigging loft would not be a project made and funded just for me, or even for me at all, i couuld be too ill to use it by the time it is done
but what a good feeling knowing that someone else is using it.
the fact that more people whove either become disabled in a jump, or just want to be involved in the sport in some manner (after i started skydiving a fellow contacted me and followed suit as a paralyzed skydiver-he had been one prior, and never thought it possible again.... since then 2 or 3 others with paralysis not the mention a BASE jumper himself whose now skydiving as a paralyzed fellow-there enough for a 4 way, or some wicked VFR, a few BASE jumpers -paralyzed men-myself, and several whod like to be-but due to the level of their injury may never skydive solo even.. so if their love is being int the sport, then rigging is a great way.
(i took the judges course-and now are chief judge in some regional and provincial meets, sign peoples accuracy jumps, little things.. that i will be able to perform so long as i can see, and communicate somehow).
it would be good to get a rigging loft that is accessible and the military and PD factories (surely every manufacturer but I ve heard theirs is fantastic to go for a tour, see your canopy made),
are the source for info.
and yes, i can still pack, (i havent yet heard critizism saying 'stop now your pack job will kill you for sure'-which i would expect from anyone who jumps-my buddy this weekend had 'gear fear' as his reserve pack did not look right-e didnt feel the bunny ears ttally filed, nor symmetrical, the pilot chute sticking out at the bottom with it stuck-tight into something.
rightly so, he popped it anda mess came out... trusting your guts, learning everything you can find, talking to whom ever you trust, plracticing, and trying... these are musts i would think.
back to this rigging.
even with BASE gear i think of ideas, (pm'd GreenMachine about this lights on the canopy or lines at it, thing ive tbeen thinking on )...
but with skydivin gear even in my sleep i sometimes take a manta apart, take out the middle few cels turn it into a 5 cell, jump high hop and pop to see IF it flies, and how, if it does.
stranger, i am in the skydiving orld, and perhaps others who jump BASE can appreciate that experimentation desire as well as the modification of gear into something else-seanle.
crazy maybe...
its just the way i think.
if i do the 'apprenticeship' attempt, route,
its the only ooption to hope the person reading my application wont think of the worthiness of their money spent versus the # of years im PREDICTED to live.
i believe i can live much longer.
mpre thoughts, critique onthe hotos,etc
please feel free to jump in to mention things,
like the tied lines was mentioned.
i hope that those photos, and explenation of whats going on helps understand what,andhow it is that i would be storing gear, ready to jump soon, just finish the pack job-which in itself is an endeavour as you said about closing that reserve...
i struggle to close the student gear, and any canopies into containers fitting tightly.
same here.
tired of writing.
need a drink.
and to go to think.