Sober Superdave
I really want to extend my thanks to everyone who texted, called and left messages of support for me. Today I came home and celebrated 30 days sober and realized it's the longest I have been sober in at least 15 years and I can't recall when I have felt this good. I had never been to treatment, AA or anything like that in the past and I have to say it was an extremely positive experience. I was able to learn a lot about alcoholisim and how it affects various people, but more than that I was able to take a real hard look at myself.
I don't pretend to have all the answers and my battles are far from over, but if anyone is struggling with anything like I was I strongly recommend talking to a friend or someone you know that is sober. It's hard to tell someone that you are having a problem but it's what made a huge difference and helped me take a look at myself.
Once again, thanks everyone!