Re: [980] When to Get Out - Split from Memorial Day Fatality
In reply to:
I've seen 3 people go over 4 seconds before pitching their pilot chutes and they all lived.
Guilty as charged, but his point is still valid.
I don't like talking about the bad things that I've done because I've gotten away with them with virtually no injuries. I was on the side-lines for Go-fast and Bridge Day last year because I hit a cliff and I gave myself a penalty PCA for my 400th because of the above described incident.
I try to explain the lessons I learned more than just tell the war story. If almost killing yourself is the only way you have to act cool, you need to look in the mirror.
Now, on the other side of that coin - I've been dead! I am a recovering alcoholic who spent 4 years in a cubical, dead! I wasn't afraid of dying (I would have welcomed it in fact) I was afraid of living. I will never live life in that kind of fear again.
I can't explain what BASE is to me. But I can say, I have often thought about quitting. I have some experience with addiction. Every time my PC hesitates, or a friend gets hurt, or the wind blows; I think that life is too precious to waste by going in.
I live my life to the fullest and am very aware that, "the candle that burns twice as bright, burns half as long."
I backed off a jump this morning with a feeling that I haven't had in a very long time. I wasn't feeling it, and I may have forced it, but again I got lucky. As I stood PC in hand ready to make myself jump - the wind came up so strong that there was no question I couldn't jump. I waited until the elements made a decision for me and that is all bad.
Nitro says
In reply to:
If you have to ask yourself this question now it's the time to get out.
I say you should ask yourself this question every day! You will never have an epic journey through your soul without asking yourself the hard questions. Don't be afraid to live life, but don't be stupid and let the lights go out too soon.
Tomorrow I head to a cliff that might be my tombstone, but at least I'm sober today.
Rite now I'm going to get 15 cent wings, because I'm a cheap bastard - this living life to the fullest crap gets pretty expensive.
See ya
Be Safe
-tenacious B