Getting into BASE
Not trying to steal your heading Tom, but it is fitting!
I just returned from Bridge Day 2004, just like most, I had a great time. even though I didn't get to jump.
I knew long before bridge day that I wanted to jump. I registered as soon as I could, knowing that Bridge Day would give me a great feel for a BASE jump, educate me some about it, and in all, I thought it was a great opportunity not to be passed up. I thought that I would have many more skydives by this point, but finances don't always go as planned. Jason told me I would be OK though, and I should go ahead.
Some of you read my posts leading up to Bridge Day as I was planning to jump, and had some questions. As soon as I had registered, I contacted my DZO who has jumped before to see if I could somehow track down some gear to use. He said he knew two locals, one who had 5 rigs and would probably let me use one. I dont know how things happened, but after months of trying, he ended up getting me some old skydiving gear to use, the day before I left. He never got the chance to get in contact with one of the locals to let me use BASE gear.
So he put me together a Maverick 200 (or 205) in an old Warp container. I was planning on a water landing, so he probably didnt want his newer gear to get wet. Totally understandable. It had a 24 Round reserve, 44 inch F111 pc, and a 9ft bridle.
I picked the gear up thursday right after he pieced it together, and headed out to BD thinking a great time was ahead of me. My first BASE jump.
I get to bridge day, and i'm amazed at all the great people around. I chat to a few to try to learn what I can. I spend Friday listening to any seminar I can, talk to anyone I can to learn as much as I can. I watch several people pack both BASE and Skydiving rigs, and eventually got one experienced guy to help me pack. He was really patient with me and I thank him for that.
I go to the mandatory meeting on Fri night, and sit through Johnnys video. It goes without saying that it was very cool of him to do that, and if it wasn't for his video, bad stuff could quite possibly have happened.
Throughout the video I become pretty concerned. Sure, it is scary watching people screw up and get hurt. But I'm not freaking out, i'm thinking about it rationally and logically. Here is my thoughts.
I have 52 skydives. The worst mal that has ever happened to me is 2 linetwists, at 3500 feet, in clear skies with a reserve. Now I want to BASE jump from 876 feet with an ancient skydiving rig and a D-bag.
I do not know specifically how dangerous certain situations can be, and if what I was going to do was dangerous. So I thought, there is a plethora of experience, all I have to do is ask. So I go to Johnny and ask him his opinion, asking that he would recomend someone to just spend a minute talking to me. He asked one of his protoge's, who took time out to talk to me, he knows who he is, and I thank him. He inspected my gear and told me that I would be OK, but I could tell from his attitude as he was carefully inspecting the gear that it was definately not the smartest idea.
I had to make a call. I sat down and thought about it. I can "chicken out", (I dont consider it chickening out though

I guess this is the call that you have to make on a lot of BASE jumps if you plan on living. Even though Bridge Day is one of the safest places to jump, I wasn't being as safe as I could be, and if that means waiting and calling it off, then so be it. I knew then and there I might as well just chuck my canopy in my container, because it would be stupid to jump. (it might have been reasonable to jump, but I didn't have the knowledge to decide, so i thought it better to not decide on something I don't know about).
Here I am, tremendously dissapointed as I have been for the last 2 days. But it wasn't a wasted opportunity.
(Hang with me

I learned an incredible amount from a variety of sources. I walked away a smarter, and even wiser, man than I was a few days ago. I learned about packing, jumping tecniques, target fixation with a Wingsuit, etc. you all know how educational it could be for a newbie. Most of all, I walked away learning that BASE jumping is definately something I would do. Now or later, I have to jump.
I realized a long time ago. BASE jumping is very dangerous. If you want to jump, you have to pay. But was I willing to pay? I had no idea. Now I know that I will pay no matter what.
Continuum II was great, and it opened up my eyes a little to what can go wrong, and the chance that you take. I knew that even though those are the chances, I'm in. Death is not something that scares me, i know where I am going after I die, if it happens now, or in 2060, I'm not concerned. If I break a bone or 20, so be it, that is the price, and I believe that the rewards are worth the bones. I have no children, no wife. Now is the time.
So here I am asking for help. I want to jump, i have made the decision. I simply need the guidance. My DZO has not been able to hook me up with the only two locals that I know about. BASE 386 (?) has not responded the my requests to be GC. I have been asking around, doing what I can to get into it. I have nowhere else to turn.
(A little background). I am a poor college student in debt with my dad. I cannot make a crapload of skydives like some people. I realize that I will have to wait until I have the jumps, but let me at least learn while I wait.
I am very dissapointed, yet at peace. Because I know that I will jump, now or later, here or somewhere else. I will do what I can, work where I need to, save what I can. I'm waiting for the opportunity and asking for help. Where do I turn to?
I know that there are more jumpers out there and I simply need to get in contact with them. Please let me know who you are. I will drive FAR to GC for you. I have First Aid experience, and as you can tell I am VERY enthusiastic. Anyone in TN, OH, WV or my home, KY, please let me know how I can get involved.
Thanks for those of you who sat through all this crap!