Re: [pullindown] flicking from your living room
> ...every time I step up to the railing and look down it scares the hell out of me
Welcome in the club, my friend!!!!! Every time we step up to the exit point and look down, there is this feeling of scare that pops up all of a sudden.
Well, it is a good thing that when you are EXACTLY on exit ready to jump you are not any more scared but rather you are concentrated and focused on what you are about to do. Still, we feel scared few moments BEFORE getting to the exit, or rather while we are donning our rig, or rather while we are approaching the exit.
Moral of the story: sooner or later during the activity that leads to jump a fixed object, it will visit you this intense feeling of scare!!!!
Just my 0.02€
P.S.: Where do you live, my friend? Could you possibly invite me to have a tea at your home? Perhaps reaching your home by lift, perhaps leaving your home WITHOUT using the lift...?!?!?!?